nizzes chaotic

WOOKAY BF is finally back from CHINA. FINALLY! he gained weight ! and i lose weight (not a lot though). seeee does it prove that i miss him more than he do? anyway i surprised him at the airport but how smart was he caught me hiding behind hahaha. then i was like WHY U KNOW IM HERE. i never even mentioned that i will be going luh. oki he said he cuz i kept calling him HAH.


oki thats all bout him. he went back kl already. how nice right. :S





wed was partying at butter! girlfriends all put plane on me. :C left me with the guys luckily met 2 new girlfriends there from ngee an poly. drink drank drunk. i vomit like mad. but after that i felt much more better. blame those who sabo! i had fun heh love butter!! but the songs not as fantastic like it used to beeeeeeeeee.


wanna go again with my girlfriendsssss !! joceeeee kel kellyyyy!! HAHA.





im so not in mood to work now. will be away from sg tmr! wee weeee. i swear i wanna get so many goodiesss from bkk! :)))





xoxo! !







   

swimming at sengkang cc with my roomate. this time i can swim non-stop. but still, very slow. haha. my entire body is strengthless now! i'll have a good sleep tonight? hehe.


though is singapore great sale now but i barely shop. wanna save money for a trip!!




and i hope what i think what i plan is feasible.




i really dont want to go UNI. haven make up my mind.  :((((



bfriend will be back in less than 2 months time. 2 MONTHS!!!  URGHHHH. i hate u bf.

yesterday outing. 6 person turned out to be 2 person. which is me and yu xiang. oki i hereby declare him very steady. and those not steady  :(


so we settled down at pasta mania at cine for dinner. as usual i cant finish it. very sufficient. and i think the portion is big! we chit-chat a lot. dream and things like that. he also never fail to tease me. always saying himself is younger. oki junior, u are young but im younger! yay! haha. anyway thanks for the motivation.


we cant make it to butter fact cuz only 2 of us. so we caught a late night movie at cine - Dance Subaru! i think not bad. 4 popcorns out of 5. i love the part she performed the modern dance in the competition. nice! i really felt so tempted to go back to dance. (if im going ntu i can join aces? oh provided i pass their audition!)


oh after our meal we actually walked to plaza sing first then to the cathay. but eventually walked back to cine. haha. waste an hour there man. and yx was perspired a lot. sweats!


first time took night rider! $3.50! oki quite cheap as compared to cab fare.  


and do u think singapore is getting more and more cramp? place is small and people is getting more and more. everywhere is just so crowded! especially orchard, those restaurant and shopping malls, terribly crowded! do u see the economy downturn? i didn't. haha.


i slept at 5AM. and my late wake up make my swimming session with shanny is cancelled. sorry my dear! luckily we'll be meeting up soon.


june is coming! its tmr! haha. which mean half of the year is passing. see time flies. cherish everything u have. and hold ur love ones tight.







xoxo!

my plan got some changes. i really loathe myself for being so indecisive.


now at least i know what my role is, i'll achieve it, every single one, just take one step at a time.


i went for an interview today. and kinda hired? just wish me luck, everything goes well tmr pleaseeee.


sis is coming over sg tmr. so will be bringing her to hang around. she wants to get a new camera. anywhere got best deals?


met up with doudou and pohpoh yesterday for desserts at JP. i really appreciate that we had that meeting. besides, i had my favourite durian moose. YUMMYLICIOUS! that was my dinner also, so fulfilling. :)) forever durian fans!

tuesday.

the 3 nothing-to-do ppl. HAHA.



movie of Angels and Demons at the cathay with Lydia, Willie, Shanny & Lewin. 3 1/2 popcorn out of 5! :)

then Alex and Yuxiang came from work to join and we settle down at Ajisen Ramen for dinner. 

the rest either gotta work or to study, so left 3 of us were so FREE to stay. lingered along the orchard road and chit chat session each with a cup of sweet talk bubble tea. until midnight and cab home.

and the balloon! "Lots of love and little wishes" ! lydia was so random to buy it with me and gave me ont the spot as my belated birthday present. i was shocked of course. and she is just too random la haha. anyway thanks love! sweet surprise.




oki im down with sorethroat, cough and i felf my body a little bit warm. luckily today getting better. at one second i thought these was the syndrome of H1NI flu man. so scary. first day PMS. my stomach cramp like hell, almost killed me.


on a side note, sometimes i really dont understand what my sis was thinking. letting her (i mean financially supported by parents) to go MONASH University and she insisted she want to go to UTAR. oki no offence to any schools but i seriously think why wouldn't she choose a better path when she is able to and given the chance. well, i understand also she has her own reasons, her viewpoints and whatsoever. i mean i really tried my best to confront and convince but i'll still let the decision on her. i hope she proves me wrong on my perception, in the near future. 


and we had a tough time. i mean our relationship. i cant stop thiking/missing of him. at the same time, i think myself such a foolish woman. SIGH SIGH SIGH. LOVE IS COMPLICATED :/

sunday morning! we went to Sengkang CC for swimming!! we are so determined you see. hehe. after the almost 2 hours swimming, i felt super drowsy and shagged. lesson learnt from not excersicing. :/ despite it was tiring but we've decided to go there at least once a weekkk. i wanna keep fit i tell you!!!!!!! (fierce)

i had a delightful day. and it's giving me a sweet sleep. u too right shan?~ 

me & shannyyyyy


3 in shades :)))


in lewin's car. on the way to compass point for lunch after swimming.


me and my buddies.
 

LOVELOVE.

im in a dilemma situation.


i've applied for SMU on the very last day of dateline and i thought it'll just gone like that. but their business school called up today. interview interview interview. should i? i mean should i further studies or not????????????????????? no one can decide for me other than myself. SIGH my heart so resisted to study. dilemma dilemma.


even my parents, bfriend, they feel hard for me to choose too. the thing is i hate it when i've chosen path A, turned out path B is the best option. i want no regret. but how? every choices has its adv or disadvantage. but i LOVE to look back (i wish im not), but it will be too late to realize. so i want to tell myself, i have to remember, i have to bear with consequences, no regret no reproachful.


NTU? SMU? WORK? (--')


tmr got a job interview. seriously i hope everything went smoothly so i am able to start working soon. i really want to work first then to decide what interest/course that i should go further. though i expect working will kill me as well. but... still have to work.


yesterday,
we queue-d for 1 HOUR 30 MINS in order to get in to Butter Factory (GOODNESS!) my killer heels killing my feet! so by 2am plus i give up already. no longer can dance :/ my feet aching like hell. it's swollen!!

met Eng Kiat, so we ended up have fun together. the feeling like uhhh in school never talk then can go club together HAHA. 







 

i had fun! <3<3



:))))

i love H&M stuffs!

Been skype almost everyday with my love. i miss him i miss him (oki i know you all cant stand it already i always mention that but i really did!). im counting down. 75 DAYS TO GO...

That was in China. i know we very lame. high-ing ourself haha.



 

i love my spec! heh. but i unlike his Harry Poter's Spec (he insists it's nice)!!






 

UHH?
 

SHE: i gonna scream. dont mess up with me!  HE: SORRY SORRYY SORRYYYY. (HAHAHA)



PS// im looking for jobs. and i didn't know it's so hard. OOH WELL im not giving up!!